Luftwaffe and Allied Air Forces Discussion Forum

It was my last 2013 night and I was dreaming I turned to be “Forum Master”.

Everyone by the members was thanking me, daily, every minute on each comment I was committing. They almost kowtow low in front of me.
Suddenly my wife did kick me because I was speaking loud while dreaming …

Back in the same dream I realized it wasn’t a dream but a nightmare.

My beloved and friends Forum members started making incorrect abbreviation, using pictures and comments without my personal permission and writing sycophantic “thank you” after I had written something.
I started to use unkind tricks on “My people”: deleting posts, changing posts retrospectively to turn them –as if – correct on an issue.
When confronted by this kind of behavior I was lying and bended the truth.
I started to restrict access to topics, stopping people receiving notification on posts, blanking off whole areas of the site to some fellow members, taking some members in such personal dislike and persecuting them in the above manner … displaying appalling rudeness and unkindness to many, using personal message boxes and mails to threaten them of being firing and firing them off MY site.
Loving, too, the prestige of some, very useful to maintain my influence in this petty word I was creating….

I suddenly awoke in a bright sunny day, crying and sweating since this guy couldn’t be me, not me.
It wasn’t real, He is not real, hopefully.

We were already in 2014 and I still was a simple member of TOCH.
Doing my best each time it’s possible. Being good, being very good sometimes. Being bad, being very bad other times... But with a lot of very good friends I took time to appreciate and understand. With a lot of very good friends who took time to appreciate and understand me.

I don’t want to be that forum master described above. I just want to continue who I am here with you pals.

With all my best wishes for 2014, hoping we will try to continue to do our best each time it will be possible. Thanks for the all dedicated help and explanation you did provide me.

Best regards, Franck.